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yeah, well supposably my cousin is talkin mad shit. and makin up some shit. james is fuckin pissed as hell. but whatever, its none of my business, but i always get pulled into this shit. i haven't seen him in a couple of day, i miss him :( oh well. ill probably see him tonight. or not. cause im supposed to chill with emily and kat and some people tonight. and there's no way james will go near emily. soo i dono. im kind of fucked. i dont know.
other boys annoy me way to much. callin me way to much. talkin to me way to much. just leave me alone.
that boy BK is gonna get the shit fuckin beat out of him. fuckin disrespectin like that, and think matt and joe wont do shit. HAH. yeah right. i love how my friends are tough. well i got his address for them all today so i guess there's gonna be a good jumping. he came up to me and expected me to tell him who was gonna jump him, like i cared about the kids well being. hell no. i hope he gets beat the fuck up. and mad people are sayin what we saw him do, he didnt do. fucking idiots! oh well enough of that. the kids going to die and its going to be funny.
i dont know who i like. its almost impossible for me to be with the kid i want to be with. even tho he wants to be with me. but its just the whole friends used to be with him issue so it sucks. i dono. then theres this other kid i mess around with, but ALL my friends hate him. and want me to just stop talking to him cause they think hes a fucking asshole to me [ which is probably true. i just get to nice to do something about it ] but whatever. i barely ever see him so i barely have feelings for him anymore.
yeah i find i barely chill with my ["scene"] friends anymore i noticed. im always chillin with my thug friends or something. i dont know why, but my ["scene"] friends just bore me anymore. they never wanna smoke up and OF COURSE IM GONNA WANNA SMOKE. IM PATRICE FUCKING OWENS THATS WHAT I DO! kat and em are the only people i can tolerate anymore.
im almost possitive i got that job at hollywood tans. id be so fuckin happy. they pay pretty good money and good hours. shiiitt. weed money for sure son. thats what i need for sureeeeeeeeeeeeee.