Gr! Why does this always happen to me?

[imnoone16]

I don't know. I'm hating life right now. I'm bitchin' at the one i love. I don't know why. Grrr! Someone just help me. I need help badly. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Grr. I feel like, ugh. I don't know what I feel like. I don't feel much of anything anymore. I don't know why. Something is like really wrong with me. I don't get happy anymore. I like, I don't show any emotion anymore. I'm always like, pissed or sad. I have really depressing poems. And it gets worse by the day. Not good, not good at all. And now. God. The summer is over. What happened? Last year it seemed to stay forever. Eh, I don't know anymore. I hate being like this. Fudgin' ugh. Eh, whatever. I don't care anymore. What the hell ever.

-- Today, I'm going to the movies with Rachel, Becca, Carm, and Theresa, and of course me. WooHoo! Not. Eh, I don't feel up to it. But whatever. I'll write in here later. v_v

I love youuuuu <3