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I'm ok sure.... whatever. You don't have to know i'm not ok. We'll just pretend everything is alright. That I didn't get cheated with, and that I didn't do anything wrong. NOTHING!!! I'll just brush my tears off my face and smile and make myself believe that life is hell. And if you survive hell, you'll survive life. But I don't think hell is a nice place because i keep getting screwed over. Did you know people suck? Damn... Why does life suck sooo much? Have you ever cried so hard that your ears get plugged? Have you ever been in love and someone just keep playing your heart, and then leave? Then they come back and say they are sorry and they do it again??? Have you ever held someones hand for fun and then realized that they might be the one? It sucks when everything turns out soo bad. I feel...I don't know what i feel. I'm scared to get to close to people because it seems that they are just going to hurt me. I mean i don't even get a mile near them. Pictures are only memories, not reality. A faded memeory stays in my head of all the friends, and love between us. The love has floated away. Life is hell. Burn or dance on it.