i was thinking last night...
i want to apologize for the lj drama yesterday.. i shouldnt have posted it.. sorry chris, and sorry adam.
i made a small list last night....
things i need to work on: (in no particular order)
1) be more considerate towards other people's feelings
2) be a better girlfriend
3) be a better friend
4) be more trustworthy
5) be LESS obnoxious
6) take school more seriously
7) think before i speak
8) be more caring, and compassionate
9) take some more responsibility for my actions
there are some more i wrote down, but i cant remember them right now..
i feel horrible
ugh!!! life sucks right now.
whenever something is going really good in my life, it seems to get fucked up.
i guess, i am just not worthy enough to be happy.
i made a small list last night....
things i need to work on: (in no particular order)
1) be more considerate towards other people's feelings
2) be a better girlfriend
3) be a better friend
4) be more trustworthy
5) be LESS obnoxious
6) take school more seriously
7) think before i speak
8) be more caring, and compassionate
9) take some more responsibility for my actions
there are some more i wrote down, but i cant remember them right now..
i feel horrible
ugh!!! life sucks right now.
whenever something is going really good in my life, it seems to get fucked up.
i guess, i am just not worthy enough to be happy.