Here's to the night
this entry is for marissa's benefit so she knows im still alive.
but just barely.
I have strep throat. ::cries::
i went to a party on friday night so i figure i got it from one of them.
i really need to stop partying though. its obviously bad for my health.... and all the relationships i currently have with friends who care and dont agree with what i do.
normally i wouldnt stop what im doing because friends voice a concern, but this time i think certain people are right and i will simmer down on the partying and such..
sooo yeah. party on friday for juanita's birthday. i think most of the people who were there hate me so it made things kinda hard cuz i had to watch what i said around them. and for those of you who know me well, you know thats a hard thing for me to do. well i know they dont actually hate me... but for everyone's comfort zone i toned down my act. eh whatev.
i put purple back into my hair. it looks good but not as good as last time since i didnt recruit bee for help. its still awesome though and it smells like grapes.
i was supposed to go to annalisa's ballet today. i feel sooooooooooo bad for not going. but ive just been soooooo fucking miserable all day today. and yesterday.
omg brad went skydiving for his 18th birthday. im really jealous. like..REALLY REALLY jealous. but he says next year for my 18th he will take me skydiving too. it will be a grand adventure. mwuahahahahahaha.
hmm i really want starbucks. but i cant go because im dying. haha ugh.
and i have sooooooooooooooooo much school shit i have to do.
this makes me sad.
i should go shower. it might make me feel better.
and so will cowboy bebop and TEAM AMERICA....and painkillers. definately need those. hmmm...
but just barely.
I have strep throat. ::cries::
i went to a party on friday night so i figure i got it from one of them.
i really need to stop partying though. its obviously bad for my health.... and all the relationships i currently have with friends who care and dont agree with what i do.
normally i wouldnt stop what im doing because friends voice a concern, but this time i think certain people are right and i will simmer down on the partying and such..
sooo yeah. party on friday for juanita's birthday. i think most of the people who were there hate me so it made things kinda hard cuz i had to watch what i said around them. and for those of you who know me well, you know thats a hard thing for me to do. well i know they dont actually hate me... but for everyone's comfort zone i toned down my act. eh whatev.
i put purple back into my hair. it looks good but not as good as last time since i didnt recruit bee for help. its still awesome though and it smells like grapes.
i was supposed to go to annalisa's ballet today. i feel sooooooooooo bad for not going. but ive just been soooooo fucking miserable all day today. and yesterday.
omg brad went skydiving for his 18th birthday. im really jealous. like..REALLY REALLY jealous. but he says next year for my 18th he will take me skydiving too. it will be a grand adventure. mwuahahahahahaha.
hmm i really want starbucks. but i cant go because im dying. haha ugh.
and i have sooooooooooooooooo much school shit i have to do.
this makes me sad.
i should go shower. it might make me feel better.
and so will cowboy bebop and TEAM AMERICA....and painkillers. definately need those. hmmm...