I'm not a Miracle and you're not a saint

[immortaltears]

if this were history class, and i was taking notes, at this point in my notes i would draw a line at the end of the last sentence to signify that i was starting an entirely new topic or thought. it would also signify that if i were to study a certain area of my notes that i could either choose to study what was above the line or not.
but this isnt history class. and these arent my notes. but this is the dividing line. because if i ever acquire alzheimer's and decide i want to figure out who i once was, i wouldnt read below this line. i am human and i make mistakes. ive made mistakes in math class, on stage in front of an audiance, and in judging someone's character. and the worst mistake out of all those is making a mistake in judging someone's character.
for awhile i thought i had everyone completely figured out. nothing really surprised me anymore because i could always tell when someone was going to pull a fast one on me.
well the latest was unpredicted.

i made a mistake in judgement and an entire situation blew out of proportion. i was wrong about cassie who had a right to say what she said about me because she didnt know she was being lied to.
so to cassie i apologize.

and its a rare thing when i admit that im wrong. usually before making a judgement i try to make sure i think about it first. however, i was wrong because i was unaware of the situation and i was caught offguard.
and thats usually when i lash out.

so today will mark a new beginning.
and i will further better myself.