No longer easy on the eyes
so for english, we have to do a ducumentary. alexcia, mitri and i are working together. we're supposed to film it this weekend but heres the thing:
i took 2 weeks off of work to do the play. ive worked friday saturday and sunday every week pretty much since school started. I havent had a day off for myself in a really long time. not from school or work or homework. i havent seen some of my really good friends in months. and this weekend would be my weekend to do what i want to do for once.
but alexcia and mitri want to film on saturday, the only weekend day i would be able to use to do what i want. when i suggested doing it on sunday, she said sundays are her only day off because of her ROP class and she didnt want to spend her day off filming.
but i dont either. is it selfish of me to want a day to do what i want? or should i just except that ill be working on a project from 4:30 til whenever, and then ill have to edit it.
id suggest filming next weekend, and then id stay up til 5 in the morning editing again, but the play is next weekend so i cant.
I cant even get a camera from my ROP this weekend because someone else is using it or something.
ugh.
but am i being selfish not wanting to work on my only day off in months? i have family stuff to do AND i want to chill with bee... so what do i do?
play rehearsal tonight was awful. i fucked up my whole scene. patrick and i skipped to the end just to get it over with because i totally blanked on my lines. i nailed it last night... i dont know what happened.
I was late to rehearsal today so i could go see Stay with jessica. it was really trippy and really hard to understand.
fuck everything.
i took 2 weeks off of work to do the play. ive worked friday saturday and sunday every week pretty much since school started. I havent had a day off for myself in a really long time. not from school or work or homework. i havent seen some of my really good friends in months. and this weekend would be my weekend to do what i want to do for once.
but alexcia and mitri want to film on saturday, the only weekend day i would be able to use to do what i want. when i suggested doing it on sunday, she said sundays are her only day off because of her ROP class and she didnt want to spend her day off filming.
but i dont either. is it selfish of me to want a day to do what i want? or should i just except that ill be working on a project from 4:30 til whenever, and then ill have to edit it.
id suggest filming next weekend, and then id stay up til 5 in the morning editing again, but the play is next weekend so i cant.
I cant even get a camera from my ROP this weekend because someone else is using it or something.
ugh.
but am i being selfish not wanting to work on my only day off in months? i have family stuff to do AND i want to chill with bee... so what do i do?
play rehearsal tonight was awful. i fucked up my whole scene. patrick and i skipped to the end just to get it over with because i totally blanked on my lines. i nailed it last night... i dont know what happened.
I was late to rehearsal today so i could go see Stay with jessica. it was really trippy and really hard to understand.
fuck everything.