Merry Christmas....Happy Hannukah....CRAZY KWANZAA! And a very solemn Ramadan
Merry Christmas, everyone!
Christmas was pretty good. The highlights of my Christmas were my new Converses, my black comforter for my bed, which I've reallllyyyy wanted for a while, the Spaceballs DVD (2-disc special features set), and all of my Slipknot memoribilia (I got a magazine, 2 posters, a pin, and an air freshener...all Slipknot). Overall, it was a good Christmas. I also got this cheap organizer/PalmPilot type thingy, so I can store numbers in it and play blackjack on it. Yayy!
Unfortunately, all good things must come to an end.
1)This Christmas is the last Christmas that my dad is going to come over on Christmas morning. Next year, I suspect we'll have to work out the "mom's Christmas/dad's Christmas" dealio. Not so much fun. It makes me feel like my family's more broken than it actually is.
2)My best friend can't come over at all this Christmas vacation...which has become a tradition for me, her, and my other two friends. We'd set a date aside to have a sleepover, and she can't make it then (legitimate, seeing as how her aunt died and has to go to the funeral the next morning), but we asked her about every other available day, and she "doesn't know". This same thing happened over Thanksgiving vacation as well(minus the dying part); she "didn't know" then either.
I've stopped trying. I really have. Why should I try so fucking hard to make plans with people only to get my hopes crushed underfoot? Screw it. If these people want to spend time with me, they can plan it. I'm not getting my hopes up anymore, because they always get thrown back in my face.
My band needs to get together. And soon. I might lose my sanity, otherwise.