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Words cant describe right now this feeling. These feelings. This inner turmoil.
WHAT?
FEELINGS?
HA!
So maybe they weren't buried as deep as I thought they were huh? Honestly what the fuck is going on in my head? Why the tugging within my heart? I hate this. I have started to become weak again. Its ridiculous. I should know better the evil that always lies within.
Can you look into my eyes and tell me the truth? Can you see the burning. The pain. The love. The shattered remains of many and much sadness? Do you see the redemption I am gaining....seeking? Do you even realize?
And what if so?
Ah yes. There is that one barrier. Heh. Maybe it aint at all. Maybe I saw something more than was actually appeared before me like a desert mirage, just when I was ready to sip and quench my life. Thirst I do.
Sometimes I still feel the stir. Ah yes he is there. Watching. Waiting for the right moment. To unleash power upon this world.
BUT.
I AM IN CONTROL NOW.
....or I thought I was....
Feelings. heh.
Where now do I walk? I see the paths laid out before me like a crossroad. A place it seems I have been many times before. I know better. But sometimes things just feel so right. Right?
I die while the whole world lives.....
*ninja vanish*
WHAT?
FEELINGS?
HA!
So maybe they weren't buried as deep as I thought they were huh? Honestly what the fuck is going on in my head? Why the tugging within my heart? I hate this. I have started to become weak again. Its ridiculous. I should know better the evil that always lies within.
Can you look into my eyes and tell me the truth? Can you see the burning. The pain. The love. The shattered remains of many and much sadness? Do you see the redemption I am gaining....seeking? Do you even realize?
And what if so?
Ah yes. There is that one barrier. Heh. Maybe it aint at all. Maybe I saw something more than was actually appeared before me like a desert mirage, just when I was ready to sip and quench my life. Thirst I do.
Sometimes I still feel the stir. Ah yes he is there. Watching. Waiting for the right moment. To unleash power upon this world.
BUT.
I AM IN CONTROL NOW.
....or I thought I was....
Feelings. heh.
Where now do I walk? I see the paths laid out before me like a crossroad. A place it seems I have been many times before. I know better. But sometimes things just feel so right. Right?
I die while the whole world lives.....
*ninja vanish*