a door with no hinge

[immortalshadow]

tinder burns low
my heart burns bright
the being I was
no longer is in sight
my mind made up
my thoughts in spin
where i finished
is where i begin
life is a trial
knowledge for us to gain
time is of the essence
which side makes me sane
you made me me
i evolved strong
i look on the past
and dark is what i see
blood has been shed
tears lost in a puddle
lost in pain
my being you had fed
control by none
path clear of debris
rays shines bright
i am his son
my place is silent
my perch vigilant
i stalk the night
what i said i meant
you take all
but gave so much
why are you there
as i prepare to fall
wish of me as you might
gave it all ease
hung heavy on back
as i continue the fight
i hate the being
you had become
me in self belief
maybe im the only one seeing
the lies and deceit
content with not
you run to find
within make shift retreat
used over in many a way
no longer care much
i strengthen the feeling
die as i lay
prey of darkness
heart of light
take off for flight
beaten to numbness
the exit fake
doors without a hinge
writing on the wall
i try for my sake
teeth sink into skin
iron of red blood
burns of pain
what really is sin
life comes with a price
tag me an sell
dust covers aging
death shall suffice
the hate makes me hate
i thank thee for this
i am me thanks
immortality is my fate