May 05, 2006 16:55
Yes I am single again. Heh. But this time it was on my terms. And though I do feel a bit bad for her, I know that it was the right thing to do. Im too much of an independent person now. Over the last half the year I have rotated around. Maybe a couple of times. I cant help but continue this evolution. I feel great. Its rather funny even. Things are honestly great. I feel bad cause I didnt give her all that she may have needed. Hence why I had to end it. Ironic eh? Well that is the way life is. In the long run when she can understand clearly, she will see why I did it. She is better off finding someone who can appreciate her more. I have said that never again will I devote too much of myself in any relationship anytime soon. Well maybe for now that is true. I need to be alone. I have finally figured it all out. You see too much in the past I was passive, and allowed my other to be in more control. No longer. I cant.....
Life is too short. Im having the time of my life. And the burdens weigh me down, I no longer drag like an anchor. An NO ONE, should be brought down with me. The past is the past you know. And I do know this. I just erase it. Slowly i train myself to forget, not regret. Till hardly a memory is left......not even a name.
So kiss my ass. :)
Im too badass of a rockstar.
Thats my way of the NINJA. BELIEVE IT! lol.
*ninja vanish*