My ass hurts and is bruised to hell.
Incubus was fucking amazing. Sparta was ok...but I am still in love. I traded some guy my lawn ticket for the pit. What the fuck is his deal. Oh well I love him now. I got about 3 feet away from Brandon Boyd...stupid fucking barracade/barriers whatever the fuck they are called. Almost crushed my ribs but it was worth it. These wierd guys kept asking if they could take a picture of me for "personal" reasons...it was freaky. I think they were on crack or somthing...but anyways...it was wonderful.
Warped was fun too...it was confusing as fuck and hott as hell but everything is ok because I got to hold Spencers hand for 15 seconds and tell him how I would die for him...I also got to meet the rest of Underoath...they are some great guys. Most of you have already heard this but fuck you ...it won't kill you to hear it again.. I crowd surfed for the first time...after doing it about 15 times I thought I would just give it one more try...bad idea... I was thrown like 50 feet into the air only to land on my ass in the middle of a moshpit....I heard my ass crack really loud when I landed and while being trampeled another guy was thrown and landed right on my neck pushing my head down in between my legs and into the gravel. My cranium was fucked. They did it to another girl a few seconds later and she like died or somthing because this little siren was going off and they were carrying her body out of the crowd...it was limp and her head was hanging....I hope she is alright.
Well I really don't have much to say...I think I am going to Chrispy and Zachs band practice today with Derek so we will see how that goes. I havn't heard their new "hardcore sXe sound" yet... everyone says they are good....we will see.
Monday is the My Chemical Romance show! WHOO!! I am going with Anthony. He is fucking awesome...and even though we just started talking like a week ago...he is like a good friend because I can always talk and be open with him about my problems and he gives the best advice. Anthony you rock!
And this little section is for my Nateykins. He has been through a rough time and I just wanted him to have his own little paragraph in my livejournal because he is just that special. I hope you get to feeling better crumbcake!!! I <3 you
Well so far this summer has rocked...I have done somthing every.single.fucking.day. Except for like 2 days because I was sick but those don't count!!...Ryann left me for FL...I miss her already. She will only be gone for 8 days but still!!! This fucking sucks because now I have to go without a good laugh for 8 days. Ryann has been my friend for 3 years and has never said anything bad about me, told any of my secrets, called me a mean name , she ALWAYS stands up for me, she respects me alot and I respect her...man there are just so many things. She is the most loyal, trustworthy friend I have ever had...there are no words to describe how much I love her. She is the only person that has stood by my side through thick and thin ...from my stupid head problems to my fucked up family problems...and she ALWAYS gave me a place to stay when I couldn't stay at my home. I LOVE YOU RYANN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well I think that is it
"Brass buttons on your coat hold the cold. in the shape of a heart that they cut out of stone. youre using all your looks that youve thrown from the start. if you let me have my way i swear ill tear you apart. cause its all....you can be....youre a drunk...and youre scared...its ladies night. all the girls drink for free. i will lie awake. and lie for fun and fake the way i hold you. let you fall for every empty word i say."
I love you all this much..
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