inane rambling as usual
It seems hard to sit here and write this, knowing now that some people actually do read it, but I know that my dreams are more troubling, and the person I saved from a murder charge in a dream a while back is somehow connected to me. I don't see much in these dreams, but sometimes he's running, in others he hides to escape something I can't see. Always I help, and most often I must put my life on the line for him. His words of thanks sometimes echo in my ears as I wake up, and its beginning to annoy me...
Enough of that bit. In the real world I realise now that I do love my bf, but it's no longer the love that I either want, or need. I'm not in love with him, and thats what I need from a relationship. Someone to share interests, and someone to talk to on an intellectual level about everything from daily things to interests picked up along the way. I am prepared to carry on for a while, to see whether I can hang on for his sake, but who knows what may happen in the future.
"The Wheel turns as the wheel wills, weaving its pattern in many different Ages" That is a good quote :p
Enough of that bit. In the real world I realise now that I do love my bf, but it's no longer the love that I either want, or need. I'm not in love with him, and thats what I need from a relationship. Someone to share interests, and someone to talk to on an intellectual level about everything from daily things to interests picked up along the way. I am prepared to carry on for a while, to see whether I can hang on for his sake, but who knows what may happen in the future.
"The Wheel turns as the wheel wills, weaving its pattern in many different Ages" That is a good quote :p