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omfg! i hate me. well i told him i liked him finally. cuz it was driving me mad. and i had to. so i did. and i was like "i hate feeling this way! i'm not supposed to like you! but i can't help it.you're my friend i don't want to feel this way!" well we talked like for 2o minutes. and it did not end good. he called me a slut and made me cry horribly. thing is i couldn't believe he called me a slut. him of all people. i would've never expected that outta him anyway.but now i know he's just like all guys. i just hate this. and just like all other fucking guys he wants a anorexic bitch. but fuck it. i have jess. and i'm happy. very happy. i don't care if i don't have noone else. long as i have her. but w/e. i hate guys. i think i'll become a lesbian.