To the guy I'm hurting right now
You… yes you. I bet you have no idea what I’m thinking of most of the time. That’s right you still don’t know the real me despite spending much of our time together.
Hahaha… how amusing it is that you thought I’m always hurting. Didn't you know that you’re the one who hurt me first. I just couldn't accept the fact that you are able to cause me pain and so I always ended up hurting you the same way you did. And you know what?
• I wish it was me making you smile…and me the one your smiling at.
• I wish it was me who made you laugh so happily.
• I wish it was me fixing your messy hair back into place.
• I wish it was me you sang songs to.
• I wish it was me you wanted to stand next to.
• I wish it was me you wanted to hug.
• I wish it was me you depended more on.
• I wish it was me you directed your “I love yous” to.
• I wish it was me…that person you want to be with in your life.
Yeah, dense guy… I’m sorry I’m hurting you right now.