can't take my eyes off of you
finished with rehearsals for the night... i'm *so* tired. toshio is trying to talk me into going out (they are all at what is supposedly a really hopping party at ritan park). i really should go, A) there will undoubtedly be many cool people that i would enjoy meeting and B) i really should be going out to help promote the play, etc.
unfortunately, there is this awful thing called reality, and part of reality is my stupid-awful university loan (its actually grown more than 1,000 usd since I've graduated!). i've been paying on it for the past half year or so... but oy, why can't i save enough to just pay it all off? its ridiculous that i went to an in-state school and ended up paying *that much* ;p
whats even more ridiculous is that i live in china (third world country much?) and i'm earning decent western wages (though i'm pretty sure that i would earn more if i were a manager at a mcdonald's drivethru) so why can't i save enough to pay off the loan? because i'm a silly girl and need to go traveling about the world and buying nice things... (sigh)
so, i'm going to try to save more, buy expensive things less... this is hard when the number one thing that i spend money on is photography prints and imported food (trust me, you don't want to try chinese cheese). is that so wrong?! (insert pout here)
;)
now that i've got that out of my system... i'm going to be a good little girl and go curl up with the cat in bed and sip my chamomile tea and sudoku myself to sleep... paul gets back from new york tomorrow, so i should enjoy my last night of having the bed all to myself. bonne nuit tout le monde!
unfortunately, there is this awful thing called reality, and part of reality is my stupid-awful university loan (its actually grown more than 1,000 usd since I've graduated!). i've been paying on it for the past half year or so... but oy, why can't i save enough to just pay it all off? its ridiculous that i went to an in-state school and ended up paying *that much* ;p
whats even more ridiculous is that i live in china (third world country much?) and i'm earning decent western wages (though i'm pretty sure that i would earn more if i were a manager at a mcdonald's drivethru) so why can't i save enough to pay off the loan? because i'm a silly girl and need to go traveling about the world and buying nice things... (sigh)
so, i'm going to try to save more, buy expensive things less... this is hard when the number one thing that i spend money on is photography prints and imported food (trust me, you don't want to try chinese cheese). is that so wrong?! (insert pout here)
;)
now that i've got that out of my system... i'm going to be a good little girl and go curl up with the cat in bed and sip my chamomile tea and sudoku myself to sleep... paul gets back from new york tomorrow, so i should enjoy my last night of having the bed all to myself. bonne nuit tout le monde!