I'm Still Here..
I still feel drained from yesterday. I'm not completely over what happened and now I can't get what David said to me out of my head. I don't think I can look at him the same way again for a while. I still love him, but now I wonder if he really loves me or if he's just afraid to be alone. I feel so lost and empty. I need to cheer up. I tried getting my mind off of things by doing a photomanip. I ended up making a new Icon for LJ, DA, and AIM. Lol. It's the same one, just sized to fit each place. I did a larger version do submit to DA as a deviation, since I haven't submitted anything in ages. I overlayed the lyrics to John Rzeznik's song from Treasure Planet song 'I'm still Here.. Anyway, I really like how it came out..
Ain't it awesome?
Survey Time! I found this on one of my MySpace friend's bulletin board. And since I have nothing better to do..
>> Name: Jenny
>> Age: 17
>> Birthday: Feb. 25
>> School: Robert Morgan (RMEC)
>> Eyes: Drk. Brown
>> Hair: Curly, but I make it straight.. Muahhahaha. And it won't make up it's mind what color it wants to be.
>> Height: 5'3"
>> Shoe Size: 7.5 or 8, depends on the shoe style.
>> Who lives with you: Mom and Grandmother.. Do pets count too?
>> When is your bedtime?: Whats a bedtime?
(***HAVE YOU EVER***)
>> Flown on a plane: Yeh
>> Ever been so drunk you blacked out: Neope
>> Missed school because it was raining: Haha, actually yeh.
>> Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yesh
>> Put a body part on fire for amusement: No
>> Had a crush on a friends girlfriend/boyfriend: No
>> Been hurt emotionally: Yes
>> Kept a secret from everyone: Yep
>> Had an imaginary friend: Yeh. When I was little.
>> Wanted to hook up with a friend: No
>> Ever thought an animated character was hot?? Haha.. Yeh.
>> Cut your hair: Yesh
>> Had crush on a teacher? No
(**SOME FAVORITES**)
>> Shampoo: Herbal Essence
>> Fav Color: Blue
>> Day/Night: Day
>> Summer/Winter: Summer
>> Lace Or Satin: Lace WITH Satin
>> Cartoon Character: Stitch
>> Fav Food: Mmm.. Food.. Macaroni & Cheese, Hawiian Pizza (Ham w/ Pinapple), Chicken Fettecinne Alfredo.. I have alot of favorite foods.. Lol
>> Fav Advertisement: The K-9 Advantics Commercial.. I love that singing puppy.
>> Fav Drink: Diet Coke
>> Person to talk to online: I don't have one. I love talking to all my friends.
>> Fav sport: Hahahahahahaha.. *cough* I don't really like watching sports, tho I will sit through a baseball game.
>> Fav Car: Mustang
>> Fav sports stars: Don't have one.
(**RIGHT NOW**)
>> Wearing: Navy blue sweats and an oversized US Army shirt. I haven't really gotten dressed yet..Lol
>> Eating: I just ate a bowl of cereal
>> Drinking: Milk?
>> Thinkin bout: Yesterday..I can't get what David said out of my head.
>> Listening to: My keyboard clicking as I type.
(**IN THE LAST 24 HRS**)
>> Cried: Yes, like a little bitch.
>> Worn jeans: Yesh
>> Met someone New online: No
>> Done laundry: Thats not for another 2 weeks..Lol
>> Drove a car: I wish
>> Talked on the phone: Yes
>> Kissed someone: Yes
>> Said I love You: Yes
(**DO YOU BELIEVE IN**)
>> Yourself: Somtimes
>> Your friends: All the time
>> Santa Claus: I used to
>> Tooth Fairy: Again, I used to
>> Destiny/Fate: Yes
>> Angels: Yes
>> Ghosts: Yes
>> UFO's: Yesh
>> God: Yes
(**FRIENDS AND LIFE**)
>> Do you ever wish you had another name?: Yes, my name is too common
>> Do you like anyone?: It's only logical to like my boyfriend. Lol
>> Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Crystal? I dunno
>> Who have you known the longest of your friends: Chris, I've known him since I was 12.
>> Who's the loudest: Ha.
>> Who's the shyest: Dayna
>> Are you close to any family members?: Yes
>> Who's the weirdest? friend or family?: All of 'em
>> Who do you go to for stuff? All of 'em
>> Who do you hang out with the most? David
>> When you cried the most: Yesterday
>> What's the best feeling in the world: Heheh, I plead the fifth.
>> Worst Feeling: Being told something atrocious by someone you love deeply
>> Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to you: Sure
>> What time is it now? 12:14pm
(**HAVE YOU EVER**)
>> Kissed your cousin: On the cheek
>> Ran away: Thought about it
>> Pictured your crush naked: Yes sir.
>> Skipped school: Yesh
>> Cried when someone died: Yes
>> Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Once
>> Done something embarrassing: All the time
>> Done a drug: Neope
>> Cried in school: Yes
(**WHICH IS BETTER**)
>> Coke or Pepsi: Both
>> Sprite or 7UP: Sprite
>> Girls or Guys: Does it matter?
>> Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes
>> Bitchy or Slutty: Bitchy
>>Tall or Short: Tall
>> Pants or Shorts: Pants
>> Night or Day: Day, but only when it's not scortching hot.
******WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX******
>> What do you notice first: Eyes
>> Last person you slow danced with: David
******THE LAST TIME YOU...
>> Showered: Yesterday, soon to be in an hour.
>> Stepped outside: Yesterday afternoon
>> Had Sex: Hey now! Lol. Wouldn't you like to know..
>> Romantic memory: David randomly comming to see me at midnight b/c he just HAD to see me.
******RANDOMS******
>> Your Good Luck Charm: I wish I had one
>> Person You Hate Most: My ex-boyfriend Juan
>> On your desk: My computer screen, speakers, fax machine, mouse, empty bowl of cereal, webcam, wallet, mom's check book, mom's glasses, pens, and other random junk.
>> Picture on your desktop: Two dragons, one represents fire the other ice. I love dragons
On another note. I'm half-way done with 1984. I'm surprised how into it I've gotten. Well thats all.
-Jenny
Ain't it awesome?
Survey Time! I found this on one of my MySpace friend's bulletin board. And since I have nothing better to do..
>> Name: Jenny
>> Age: 17
>> Birthday: Feb. 25
>> School: Robert Morgan (RMEC)
>> Eyes: Drk. Brown
>> Hair: Curly, but I make it straight.. Muahhahaha. And it won't make up it's mind what color it wants to be.
>> Height: 5'3"
>> Shoe Size: 7.5 or 8, depends on the shoe style.
>> Who lives with you: Mom and Grandmother.. Do pets count too?
>> When is your bedtime?: Whats a bedtime?
(***HAVE YOU EVER***)
>> Flown on a plane: Yeh
>> Ever been so drunk you blacked out: Neope
>> Missed school because it was raining: Haha, actually yeh.
>> Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yesh
>> Put a body part on fire for amusement: No
>> Had a crush on a friends girlfriend/boyfriend: No
>> Been hurt emotionally: Yes
>> Kept a secret from everyone: Yep
>> Had an imaginary friend: Yeh. When I was little.
>> Wanted to hook up with a friend: No
>> Ever thought an animated character was hot?? Haha.. Yeh.
>> Cut your hair: Yesh
>> Had crush on a teacher? No
(**SOME FAVORITES**)
>> Shampoo: Herbal Essence
>> Fav Color: Blue
>> Day/Night: Day
>> Summer/Winter: Summer
>> Lace Or Satin: Lace WITH Satin
>> Cartoon Character: Stitch
>> Fav Food: Mmm.. Food.. Macaroni & Cheese, Hawiian Pizza (Ham w/ Pinapple), Chicken Fettecinne Alfredo.. I have alot of favorite foods.. Lol
>> Fav Advertisement: The K-9 Advantics Commercial.. I love that singing puppy.
>> Fav Drink: Diet Coke
>> Person to talk to online: I don't have one. I love talking to all my friends.
>> Fav sport: Hahahahahahaha.. *cough* I don't really like watching sports, tho I will sit through a baseball game.
>> Fav Car: Mustang
>> Fav sports stars: Don't have one.
(**RIGHT NOW**)
>> Wearing: Navy blue sweats and an oversized US Army shirt. I haven't really gotten dressed yet..Lol
>> Eating: I just ate a bowl of cereal
>> Drinking: Milk?
>> Thinkin bout: Yesterday..I can't get what David said out of my head.
>> Listening to: My keyboard clicking as I type.
(**IN THE LAST 24 HRS**)
>> Cried: Yes, like a little bitch.
>> Worn jeans: Yesh
>> Met someone New online: No
>> Done laundry: Thats not for another 2 weeks..Lol
>> Drove a car: I wish
>> Talked on the phone: Yes
>> Kissed someone: Yes
>> Said I love You: Yes
(**DO YOU BELIEVE IN**)
>> Yourself: Somtimes
>> Your friends: All the time
>> Santa Claus: I used to
>> Tooth Fairy: Again, I used to
>> Destiny/Fate: Yes
>> Angels: Yes
>> Ghosts: Yes
>> UFO's: Yesh
>> God: Yes
(**FRIENDS AND LIFE**)
>> Do you ever wish you had another name?: Yes, my name is too common
>> Do you like anyone?: It's only logical to like my boyfriend. Lol
>> Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Crystal? I dunno
>> Who have you known the longest of your friends: Chris, I've known him since I was 12.
>> Who's the loudest: Ha.
>> Who's the shyest: Dayna
>> Are you close to any family members?: Yes
>> Who's the weirdest? friend or family?: All of 'em
>> Who do you go to for stuff? All of 'em
>> Who do you hang out with the most? David
>> When you cried the most: Yesterday
>> What's the best feeling in the world: Heheh, I plead the fifth.
>> Worst Feeling: Being told something atrocious by someone you love deeply
>> Do you want all your friends to do this and send it back to you: Sure
>> What time is it now? 12:14pm
(**HAVE YOU EVER**)
>> Kissed your cousin: On the cheek
>> Ran away: Thought about it
>> Pictured your crush naked: Yes sir.
>> Skipped school: Yesh
>> Cried when someone died: Yes
>> Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: Once
>> Done something embarrassing: All the time
>> Done a drug: Neope
>> Cried in school: Yes
(**WHICH IS BETTER**)
>> Coke or Pepsi: Both
>> Sprite or 7UP: Sprite
>> Girls or Guys: Does it matter?
>> Blondes or Brunettes: Brunettes
>> Bitchy or Slutty: Bitchy
>>Tall or Short: Tall
>> Pants or Shorts: Pants
>> Night or Day: Day, but only when it's not scortching hot.
******WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX******
>> What do you notice first: Eyes
>> Last person you slow danced with: David
******THE LAST TIME YOU...
>> Showered: Yesterday, soon to be in an hour.
>> Stepped outside: Yesterday afternoon
>> Had Sex: Hey now! Lol. Wouldn't you like to know..
>> Romantic memory: David randomly comming to see me at midnight b/c he just HAD to see me.
******RANDOMS******
>> Your Good Luck Charm: I wish I had one
>> Person You Hate Most: My ex-boyfriend Juan
>> On your desk: My computer screen, speakers, fax machine, mouse, empty bowl of cereal, webcam, wallet, mom's check book, mom's glasses, pens, and other random junk.
>> Picture on your desktop: Two dragons, one represents fire the other ice. I love dragons
On another note. I'm half-way done with 1984. I'm surprised how into it I've gotten. Well thats all.
-Jenny