*Bows gracefully*
Yes, I have returned.
I am calmer. More focused. Centered and ready to begin.
So, to begin, Mytola.
This is Mytola. She is one of my most recent creations, aside from a few others that are in my DA gallery, she is one of the ones that suggested herself to me, rather than me create her. Mytola is. And thats that.
Neeka & The Bee.
The Bee, is a metaphorical personification of somebody who is dear to me. The Bee is not always around, but is vital for the pollination and germination of my ideas. True enough, The Bee hasn't been around for a while, and I have continued to exist, unlike what i thought would happen I didnt randomly combust.
Neeka is what i have dubbed a 'Pseudomorph'....Pseudo- means similar, from the greek word "pseudēs" which means 'to lie', Morph- to transform its outwards appearance quickly from one image to another. My interpretation of this: becoming something, but not as she appears. Which i feel suits my personality. *wink*
If Neeka touches a creature, she copies their DNA structure, and so she can copy their species and morph into them. There is one snag, she cannot copy their colouration. She retains her beautiful greens.
So, all said and done, Neeka exsists in my mind. Shes been floating around in there in no more of a form than a bright green light. Shes always been green, this is open to enterpretation, (but since I havent really updated in a while, I'm going to waffle on and really give you an insight into my mind.) Green can be representational of these following things for me,
jelousy; yes, I am quite a jelouse and suspicious person. I am cinical and I dont trust people readily. Unfaithful in that respect, not as in adulterous.
The earth is green. I feel connected to the earth on an entirely spiritual level. I have a fear of heights, which i believe is connected to the fact that I do not like being far from the earth. There is a flipside to everything, Americans currency is green, the colour of money, relate that back to earth, money makes the world go round, but which is richer? The Earth or The Paper?- there are so many ways of interpreting this scheme. Green is a colour that i chose because, I felt close to it. Green is the colour of immortality, I am ImmortalBlade. Case closed.
Why can she become any living creature that she touches??
Because she can. Because I feel intimidated by anything that is greater or different to me. I am afraid, I am small. I am less....................but, I can grow, I can change, I can become, I can learn. I am not limited to being, just a 19yr old female. I am not just limited to writing, or drawing, or talking, or singing or driving. I can do whatever I choose to do. I can become whatever I choose to become. I am my own person. I have my own mind.
Support me. I am an OpalSkye, ImmortalBlade and Pseudomorph.
I Am Me.