Jun 10, 2004 20:27
ahh.. im kinda in a bad mood.. i dont know why. it seems lyk things are bothering me lately and i cant figure it out most of the time. and it bugs me til no end. whatever ill get over it.
plans for this weekend.. bullshit except for sun.
fri. night- dinner for mom`s bithday
sat.- mom`s birthday. have to spend the day with her
sun. me and john`s 1 year!
this weekends so gunna blow ass! the only thing im looking foward to is sun. 2 days out of 3 are wasted.. this is gunna be soo fun. i get to do nothing while every 1 esle has fun!
im in such a bad mood i dont even feel lyk talking or nething. from john being sick again to me getting a 56% on the 1st part of my global final.. this day has been just so bad! i just feel lyk stabbing some1 when they get me pissed off. im on lyk such short end i dont know why.. it`s getting annoying. i want to go to bed but i want to talk to john. i hardly talked to him all day.
i need to get my mind off something im not supossed to be thinking about.. it`s stupid and it makes more problems then what u started off with.. oh i need to just sleep! and i wish i had some1 to talk to. i want some1 to listen even if they dont even want to. i wish i always had some1 there to be there for me all the time. some1 i can call when i get upset or worried or depressed.. it`s times lyk these i wish i lived a fairy tale.. =(
john i love u baby.. i dont know what id do without you. im always here for you no matter what.. i love you so much!
.:. munchkin .:.