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it may not seem lyk im that upset but god damnit! why!!!!!!
why does everything have to hurt this much and im only 15
why do my friends chose to be backstabers
why dooesnt my mom stop yelling at me
why do i always here shit from my dad and he doesnt even live with me
why do i always hear "ur better off without him" but it kills me inside
why do i even try ne more.. im losing all hope and confidence in myself
i wish lolley didnt do that to me! it kills me bc i love u so much and u were my best friend and for you to fucking hook up with the only person i love i hate you but i dont.. i no u hurt me but i think if it wasn't u it deff. was guna be sum1 esle!
nikole just so we get this all cleared up. i dont hate you.. i think u had alot of guts to tell ME that. i give u some credit where credit is deserved.. but it still eats me up inside just lyk the other god knows how many times he's done it.
and it's funy bc ever girl he hooked up with he talked so much shit about them.. i guess i;ve learned who's real and who's not.. i leaved who's true and who's fake.. but at the end of the day again i still hurt more than ne1 could no insdie
i loved you with all my heart and all i ever did was just that.. i gave you hope, i deff. gave u convidence, i gave u my heart, i gave you everything.. and all u gave me where some good memories and a broken heart! i miss you so much and i wish u never did ne of those things to me! it kills me every time. to lay there in my bed at night and close my eyes and think about u being with some1 esle.. it kills me inside to even think about it and even no it! all i do is cry bc everything that i once loved is fading and will hurt me forever. i was used, i was made to believe something that wasnt true, i am just heart broken.. but i guess i learned. but i learned the hard way. i spent a year and a half getting to no who u really are and i hope you teat your next girl friend way better then u treated me bc i bet you she would deserves it. i hope you dont hurt your next love lyk the way u've hurt me.. no1 deserves to go threw this :(
* i hope you had the time of your life *
why does everything have to hurt this much and im only 15
why do my friends chose to be backstabers
why dooesnt my mom stop yelling at me
why do i always here shit from my dad and he doesnt even live with me
why do i always hear "ur better off without him" but it kills me inside
why do i even try ne more.. im losing all hope and confidence in myself
i wish lolley didnt do that to me! it kills me bc i love u so much and u were my best friend and for you to fucking hook up with the only person i love i hate you but i dont.. i no u hurt me but i think if it wasn't u it deff. was guna be sum1 esle!
nikole just so we get this all cleared up. i dont hate you.. i think u had alot of guts to tell ME that. i give u some credit where credit is deserved.. but it still eats me up inside just lyk the other god knows how many times he's done it.
and it's funy bc ever girl he hooked up with he talked so much shit about them.. i guess i;ve learned who's real and who's not.. i leaved who's true and who's fake.. but at the end of the day again i still hurt more than ne1 could no insdie
i loved you with all my heart and all i ever did was just that.. i gave you hope, i deff. gave u convidence, i gave u my heart, i gave you everything.. and all u gave me where some good memories and a broken heart! i miss you so much and i wish u never did ne of those things to me! it kills me every time. to lay there in my bed at night and close my eyes and think about u being with some1 esle.. it kills me inside to even think about it and even no it! all i do is cry bc everything that i once loved is fading and will hurt me forever. i was used, i was made to believe something that wasnt true, i am just heart broken.. but i guess i learned. but i learned the hard way. i spent a year and a half getting to no who u really are and i hope you teat your next girl friend way better then u treated me bc i bet you she would deserves it. i hope you dont hurt your next love lyk the way u've hurt me.. no1 deserves to go threw this :(
* i hope you had the time of your life *