Day four. (I wish I could be like Sri)

[immortal_peace]

 Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. That life may have been drastically different if certain things hadn't happened, and if I hadn't met certain people or done certain things. And if I'd be happier or better off if they had or hadn't happened.
2. What to write about. And how to write it.
3. Failure. I know it's bad. But I always think I'm going to fail. Or do horribly at anything, really.
4. What music would be like if you could see it. Or what it would be like if you could physically put pen to paper and write it out.
5. If the person I like likes me back (yes, juvenile, but what can I say.)
6. What it would be like to not have colour in the world. Or to not have perfect pitch.
7. What I would wish for if I had three wishes.

Chemistry was bad. Bad bad. But I expected it to be bad, so yeah. Nearly everyone thought that the multiple choice was easy, but I found it really hard. O.o Crazy me head thing whatever. So I have two more papers, and after that I'm supposedly free. Tomorrow won't be too bad, I'll just have to cram for chemistry, and I adore the maths option, so hopefully that won't be too bad.

Anyway. For four days. I probably will be studying something during that time though. Sad, sad child I am. I haven't decided what I'm doing on Tuesday yet... I'm going to visit my primary school, and then I have a choice of going photography-ing, going to the library and sitting and reading for a whole day or just chilling out in the city on my own. OR. I could come back home and write. Anyone got an opinion?

Also, I don't think AFTER exam block will be much better because I'll just be thinking about how much I failed. And thinking about getting my results back and then SEEING how much I failed. O.o And how much freaking study I'll have to do. GOOD THOUGHTS. But formal next week as well..!