Take camera. Says this note. O.o
I haven't written anything in a while, due to school being stupid and IB assessment (i.e. ToK presentation) being due soon. I did go shopping recently, and so now I have a purple dress, a pink 'jeweled' headband, a peacock-like belt, base coat (thank god) and a new bag that fits all my school stuff.
It's really dumb - I'm always feeling stupidly and retardedly alone, like one of those cliched 'you're in the midst of all these people yet you feel completely and utterly lonely' feelings. But every day. I don't even know why - I have friends who I adore and who (I hope) have some degree of affection for me. And every time I'm aware of that happening, I feel like just breaking down and crying. But I don't, which makes it worse, in an even more dumb way. So it's like a ridiculous 'cycle' or something.
Anyway. Back to EE.
It's really dumb - I'm always feeling stupidly and retardedly alone, like one of those cliched 'you're in the midst of all these people yet you feel completely and utterly lonely' feelings. But every day. I don't even know why - I have friends who I adore and who (I hope) have some degree of affection for me. And every time I'm aware of that happening, I feel like just breaking down and crying. But I don't, which makes it worse, in an even more dumb way. So it's like a ridiculous 'cycle' or something.
Anyway. Back to EE.