People annoy me.
Again trying to escape from doing EE. Heh. Fun. I do have to try and scrape up some kind of script from the 2000 or so words we have for ToK sometime very soon, though, because it's due in like a week or two. O.o I also have to prepare for an English commentary kind of thing for tomorrow, I think I'll be okay, though.
So, today was fun. I went to the music room intending to be able to study for maths, but ended up playing in quartet. Which was funnn. YAY boring gig music. Apparently we have to play at some parent information night or something in March. But yes. Instep consisted of combining, since Miss A was late, and was relatively uneventful. After instep was maths, MATHS TEST FAIL. I think I did okay-ish, probably better than some of the other people in my class (and in the other class). We'll see.
Morning tea was giving-chocolate-hot-cross-bun time to Zibb, and then I went to the music room where Mr Henry was displaying his stalker skills - he had like two pages full of students' names and what they played and for now long. CREEPY. Also, apparently me and Viv have to try and make the year 10s talk more? I have no idea how we're going to do that when A, we really don't like them that much, and B, listening to me and/or Viv ramble on about random stuff won't achieve much by way of encouraging other people to talk. So much for that piece of 'logic'. Then, mando.. meh. Have to write a letter, but it's due tomorrow and Mr Leong's not here tomorrow so I'll do it in that lesson. Physics kind of failed, cause we were supposed to do a DCP/CE prac, but half of the lesson ended up being talking about the design prac we got back or getting annoyed at Andrew because he didn't bid on the purse I wanted. I'm getting another colour, though, the Daisy Daisy one - it's got flowers on it (naturally), and is blue, yellow, green and white. I'll post a picture when it comes, which will probably be next week or so.
Then we 'did' the prac, and Alex complained about errors and everyone got frustrated at her, which was fun, and then we ran out of time, so I think we're continuing on Monday. FUNS FOR ALL. Then lunch/GO HOME time. I went into the city and ate and did stuff and 'listened' to Hillary fail at present suggestions for Eelyn and other crap. And now I'm home. I should really start some kind of study timetable, even though I know that will almost absolutely fail. Hm.
Oh! Tomorrow is choir. I LOVE choir. Just as a random kind of exclamation.
I can't get the feeling out of my head that bad things or bad luck follows me around. I mean, seriously, what the hell. I normally don't think about it that much, but it's not good for me, I guess. If you can get emotional whiplash, then I think that's the closest way of describing what I'm feeling right now - I'm really so mangled and twisted in everything that I can't see clearly. It's probably partly my fault, because emotions and feelings and stuff are the one thing that I don't logicise - for obvious reasons. But it's kind of come back to masticate me in the gluteals a bit. :)
I would just like to say here, though, in spite of all the bits of flying shrapnel in my life, I am so thankful for all my friends - Verity, Aman, Zibb, YuLe, Katie, Viv, Lisa, (I'm sure there are more but my brain is a bit dead at the moment.) Thank you all so, so, so much. It's probably annoying to hear me talk about this constantly, but I guess the transfer of annoyance kind of made it bearable. I'd probably have gone insane without you guys (especially Verity and Lisa - thanks for the constant 'what a douche' testaments :D).
So, today was fun. I went to the music room intending to be able to study for maths, but ended up playing in quartet. Which was funnn. YAY boring gig music. Apparently we have to play at some parent information night or something in March. But yes. Instep consisted of combining, since Miss A was late, and was relatively uneventful. After instep was maths, MATHS TEST FAIL. I think I did okay-ish, probably better than some of the other people in my class (and in the other class). We'll see.
Morning tea was giving-chocolate-hot-cross-bun time to Zibb, and then I went to the music room where Mr Henry was displaying his stalker skills - he had like two pages full of students' names and what they played and for now long. CREEPY. Also, apparently me and Viv have to try and make the year 10s talk more? I have no idea how we're going to do that when A, we really don't like them that much, and B, listening to me and/or Viv ramble on about random stuff won't achieve much by way of encouraging other people to talk. So much for that piece of 'logic'. Then, mando.. meh. Have to write a letter, but it's due tomorrow and Mr Leong's not here tomorrow so I'll do it in that lesson. Physics kind of failed, cause we were supposed to do a DCP/CE prac, but half of the lesson ended up being talking about the design prac we got back or getting annoyed at Andrew because he didn't bid on the purse I wanted. I'm getting another colour, though, the Daisy Daisy one - it's got flowers on it (naturally), and is blue, yellow, green and white. I'll post a picture when it comes, which will probably be next week or so.
Then we 'did' the prac, and Alex complained about errors and everyone got frustrated at her, which was fun, and then we ran out of time, so I think we're continuing on Monday. FUNS FOR ALL. Then lunch/GO HOME time. I went into the city and ate and did stuff and 'listened' to Hillary fail at present suggestions for Eelyn and other crap. And now I'm home. I should really start some kind of study timetable, even though I know that will almost absolutely fail. Hm.
Oh! Tomorrow is choir. I LOVE choir. Just as a random kind of exclamation.
I can't get the feeling out of my head that bad things or bad luck follows me around. I mean, seriously, what the hell. I normally don't think about it that much, but it's not good for me, I guess. If you can get emotional whiplash, then I think that's the closest way of describing what I'm feeling right now - I'm really so mangled and twisted in everything that I can't see clearly. It's probably partly my fault, because emotions and feelings and stuff are the one thing that I don't logicise - for obvious reasons. But it's kind of come back to masticate me in the gluteals a bit. :)
I would just like to say here, though, in spite of all the bits of flying shrapnel in my life, I am so thankful for all my friends - Verity, Aman, Zibb, YuLe, Katie, Viv, Lisa, (I'm sure there are more but my brain is a bit dead at the moment.) Thank you all so, so, so much. It's probably annoying to hear me talk about this constantly, but I guess the transfer of annoyance kind of made it bearable. I'd probably have gone insane without you guys (especially Verity and Lisa - thanks for the constant 'what a douche' testaments :D).