Jun 19, 2006 09:58
On Saturday night i went to see Scott perform in Disney on ice.
There is something to be said about people with talent. Lets just face it you see somebody who can do something and wow they become really sexy.
Lets just say Scott is a FUCKING excellent ice skater. After he finished skating i watched him practicing on the ice. It was kinda weird because i was sitting there expecting him to show off... to my disappointment he didn't.
Now that for me was weird - i've gone to see bois that i've had an interest in do something they're good at - and almost always they show off because i'm there watching.
I think i have more respect for Scott for not giving me what i wanted... he didn't play up to the fact i was there and he didn't do anything stupid or over the top. He just skated and practice - now don't get me wrong that doesn't mean he was boring he was amazing to watch - somebody who could hold a real pressence - it was very cool.
It got weirder for me when he stopped Skating he came over to me looking hot and puffed and exhausted. He was dripping with sweat and again i couldn't help but think how hot he looked!!!
After he finished practice we went out for dinner. Scott is alot different to alot of the boys i've ever started seeing. He didn't play up to me, didn't overly pay me attention. He hung out with me and argued with me and made fun of me. It was really cute. Hes very smart and after all thats happened in his life (and its alot) he really seems to have his shit together.
The weirdest part and i think the best part of the entire night was Scott refused to sleep with me. Again i can see how people wouldn't think thats a great thing. But like i said i have alot more respect for him that he wouldn't.
I spent time with a boi and it didn't turn sexual - It gave me a chance to get to know him without all my interest being based on one thing.
I fall very easily for bois, epecially with they are cute, smart and funny. I can see from past entries what i'm like.
So i'm doing my very best this time to hang on and not fall.
But still hes very very cool, i like him alot.