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Hey all. Had a great nite. I got to see Josh and Sarah, yay!! Fun had by all I think. I'ma miss them alot, I should have tried to see them more. We watched Big Fish, that is a funny movie with great meanings behind it. But the best thing I learned tonite with them is that Josh is a drag queen.
I talked to Ken tonight, he called while they were leaving. I am sooo happy for him. His girl Lz is moving in with him on his b-day. She is treating him good, cooking for him and knows how to joke with him. She is the type of girl I would hook him up with. Apparently Lil' Man (his son that's what I call all little boys) likes her alot to. So yeh, he is happy which makes me happy, he deverses to be happy, after everything he has gone thru.
I missed Shaun so bad last night, I was laying down in bed last night and this wave just came over me. I just wanted to touch him sooooo bad, for him to touch me, and not how you guys are thinking either (I know y'alls sick lil minds), even thu I would have delt with that. But I just needed to hold him, to be held, something. I thought about calling him but it was way to late. So I ended up getting alot of half sleep. I think when they say just give it time, they mean for the pain to really settle in, I'm not missing him any less, it's just getting worse and worse.
I talked to Ken tonight, he called while they were leaving. I am sooo happy for him. His girl Lz is moving in with him on his b-day. She is treating him good, cooking for him and knows how to joke with him. She is the type of girl I would hook him up with. Apparently Lil' Man (his son that's what I call all little boys) likes her alot to. So yeh, he is happy which makes me happy, he deverses to be happy, after everything he has gone thru.
I missed Shaun so bad last night, I was laying down in bed last night and this wave just came over me. I just wanted to touch him sooooo bad, for him to touch me, and not how you guys are thinking either (I know y'alls sick lil minds), even thu I would have delt with that. But I just needed to hold him, to be held, something. I thought about calling him but it was way to late. So I ended up getting alot of half sleep. I think when they say just give it time, they mean for the pain to really settle in, I'm not missing him any less, it's just getting worse and worse.