I miss it
Sleeping would be so much better with someone's arms around me. Even if it is hot and you end up in uncomfortable positions and you only do it because it feels good. I know everyone does it.
I think I've probably been getting used. I don't know whats going on now, but I never knew what was going on then. Its upsetting, but I think I'm above it. I've been in love and been loved before, and I miss the way it all feels.
I'm going to start looking again. I miss knowing that I make someone feel good. And that someone is thinking about me. I'll find someone who will feel the same as I do about them. Its been a long time.
I've been wasting my time.
Its time to move on.
Enough.
I really hope I'm not lying to myself.
I think I've probably been getting used. I don't know whats going on now, but I never knew what was going on then. Its upsetting, but I think I'm above it. I've been in love and been loved before, and I miss the way it all feels.
I'm going to start looking again. I miss knowing that I make someone feel good. And that someone is thinking about me. I'll find someone who will feel the same as I do about them. Its been a long time.
I've been wasting my time.
Its time to move on.
Enough.
I really hope I'm not lying to myself.