Holy shit, it's been too long.
My last post was in June? Wow, things are going by way too fast. Everything's been a blur these past two months and I'm SOOOO sorry I haven't updated at all. I feel really bad. The short and long of these past few months are that my brother got himself real sick with pneumonia about a week ago and landed himself in the hospital. He had run away a few weeks before. He's doing better now, though.
I've been seeing my dad a lot lately. He's been clean for about five years now and we've been getting close again. He wants me to move out with him to California for about a year, so I agreed. I won't be living with him, though. My mom is making me stay with my aunt, but I'll still get to be with him a lot.
This move is taking a lot out of me and a lot away from me. My family, all my friends, everyone I care about. Julia's taking it the hardest. Kim just moved away from her and now I'm moving away from her. The two people she loves and counts on the most. It hurts me a lot, but I know it hurts her more. She cried for so long and I just held her. I didn't know what to do. It's hard for me, too. I mean, I'm leaving everything behind. But it's not forever, and I know that. I just can't wait to come back to all this love next year.
I think Jason's girlfriend is pregnant, but he won't tell me anything. I haven't been asking him lately, because he's been so sick. I don't know. My sister's been horrible about the whole thing. She hates how Jason's getting all the attention and so she's pretending to be sick all the time now. It's so annoying.
A lot more has been going on, but nothing very significant. Sorry again for being away for so long. I love you all! I'll update soon, I promise.
I've been seeing my dad a lot lately. He's been clean for about five years now and we've been getting close again. He wants me to move out with him to California for about a year, so I agreed. I won't be living with him, though. My mom is making me stay with my aunt, but I'll still get to be with him a lot.
This move is taking a lot out of me and a lot away from me. My family, all my friends, everyone I care about. Julia's taking it the hardest. Kim just moved away from her and now I'm moving away from her. The two people she loves and counts on the most. It hurts me a lot, but I know it hurts her more. She cried for so long and I just held her. I didn't know what to do. It's hard for me, too. I mean, I'm leaving everything behind. But it's not forever, and I know that. I just can't wait to come back to all this love next year.
I think Jason's girlfriend is pregnant, but he won't tell me anything. I haven't been asking him lately, because he's been so sick. I don't know. My sister's been horrible about the whole thing. She hates how Jason's getting all the attention and so she's pretending to be sick all the time now. It's so annoying.
A lot more has been going on, but nothing very significant. Sorry again for being away for so long. I love you all! I'll update soon, I promise.