i hope you come down with something they can't diagnose, dont have the cure for.
its all over now. im glad the waiting really paid off, right. i dont even know what i was thinking. while i was hoping for something great i hurt the person that was there for me the most, and im sorry for that. i should have known better but i was too busy getting caught up in some type of "fantasty". it was good for a little bit, but none of it was worth the final outcome. i wish i never had cared. nothing i can do now, but i think its better off this way.
the program was last night. after they played me and caroline sat in the car for the rest of the show, and went and got some amp at alberstons with steve-o. i really liked talking to her, even tho the night was shitty.
im not looking forward to the week. tuesday and wednesday are 4 hour long tests each day for exit exams or whatever. should be a blast. friday is nly at unity, i know tina and caroline wanna go, but i dont know if im down..we'll see. yeah, im out.
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p.s.- thanks to surah for listening/talking to me last night. i wuff u