snowboardin in april
yesterday..
justin was kind enough to teach me how to board. he picked me up at around 6:10am. and we took off for the road. we made a stop at auburn in an am-pm store. their vanilla coffee rocks the shit.. anyway, the snow was wonderful. it was sunny and it was snowing! it was just perfect.im a goofy (righty) on the board. i found out because justin did the push test on me.my right foot cramped as hell because the boots were TOO tight. like a cast, like a cast as he said. anyway, edging was the key to success and im glad i didnt fall of the LIFT. i actually got off really well and well, my baby was proud of me. there were glory moments in the 4 runs we did and there were times i was aching and saying fuck it. but it was worth all the pain and falling. i was sore, but i was happy. nothing could be better than snowboarding with my baby...
we left at around 2:40pm and went to vacaville for outlet shopping and i was pooped as hell. we both got some stuff from gap then at pacsun, things fell apart. he said i didnt help him with a shoe and that i said i couldnt stay till 12mn when i told him i could earlier. he was so mad at me. said i was selfish. first time ever he said tangina and fuck it or not now or leave me alone and he didnt want to hold my hand, didnt want me hugging his arm saying i was only making it worse. said that he knows who i really am now. says its so unfair for him. says he doesnt want to lose me but dosnt know what to do now. says he just needs time..
so much for our first trip out of town..... but this time, i know for sure it's because of me we are falling apart. it's because of me hes hurting and it's because of me, i might lose him for good...
justin was kind enough to teach me how to board. he picked me up at around 6:10am. and we took off for the road. we made a stop at auburn in an am-pm store. their vanilla coffee rocks the shit.. anyway, the snow was wonderful. it was sunny and it was snowing! it was just perfect.im a goofy (righty) on the board. i found out because justin did the push test on me.my right foot cramped as hell because the boots were TOO tight. like a cast, like a cast as he said. anyway, edging was the key to success and im glad i didnt fall of the LIFT. i actually got off really well and well, my baby was proud of me. there were glory moments in the 4 runs we did and there were times i was aching and saying fuck it. but it was worth all the pain and falling. i was sore, but i was happy. nothing could be better than snowboarding with my baby...
we left at around 2:40pm and went to vacaville for outlet shopping and i was pooped as hell. we both got some stuff from gap then at pacsun, things fell apart. he said i didnt help him with a shoe and that i said i couldnt stay till 12mn when i told him i could earlier. he was so mad at me. said i was selfish. first time ever he said tangina and fuck it or not now or leave me alone and he didnt want to hold my hand, didnt want me hugging his arm saying i was only making it worse. said that he knows who i really am now. says its so unfair for him. says he doesnt want to lose me but dosnt know what to do now. says he just needs time..
so much for our first trip out of town..... but this time, i know for sure it's because of me we are falling apart. it's because of me hes hurting and it's because of me, i might lose him for good...