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it's about time i update this damn thing!!!
well, its just been so busy!!! writing essays almost every day for scholarships and school work. i got invited to an honor's lunch for tomorrow for finishing the fall semester with a 4.0 gpa. then i have an honor's sit down dinner with my parents next thursday. WOOOW. anyway,i saw my baby today!!! i love him so much. yup yup, he is the one already!!! and im not jinxing it because we both know it already!!!im so in love with him!!!! anyway, jeannie and i have been having lunch together and i have gotten closer to elaine, jackie, and malinda. oh geesh, ive been eating like a pig lately!!! and surprisingly malinda says "its amazing how you stay that skinny!!!" WOOOOW.. thats the first time ive heard that,most especially for a girl who's around just 100lbs!!! but yea, im fat fat fat!!! i still work out constantly and im starting to believe im becoming a weightlifter (yea a 5lb weightlifter!!!) anyway,the gym has become my place of peace, relaxation, and escape from the world. it actually feels good. i have that time to focus on myself ( and that includes an hour and a half of staring at myself in the mirror) but anyway, kaity and kelsey invited me to go camping with them and their buddies during spring break! can't wait for that! justin and i plan to go to santa cruz too and i plan to see tanyatot and lisa!!! i cant wait for that!!! har har...anyway,i finally finally heard this from my dad, for the very first time "wow, amanda, youre losing weight!your face is not chubby any more" harhar.. what an accomplisment and jess says "you lost half of yourself!!!" cool cool... anyway, on a more serious note, the only thing keeping lola alive is her pacemaker. she has two deep holes in her body (in her back and in her foot).. they actually have accepted her dead now... i just dont want her to suffer.. im going to miss her and all our memories in greenhills together... i hate myself for not visiting her last summer.. or last christmas break... anyway, gotta go poo-poo!!! *mwah*
well, its just been so busy!!! writing essays almost every day for scholarships and school work. i got invited to an honor's lunch for tomorrow for finishing the fall semester with a 4.0 gpa. then i have an honor's sit down dinner with my parents next thursday. WOOOW. anyway,i saw my baby today!!! i love him so much. yup yup, he is the one already!!! and im not jinxing it because we both know it already!!!im so in love with him!!!! anyway, jeannie and i have been having lunch together and i have gotten closer to elaine, jackie, and malinda. oh geesh, ive been eating like a pig lately!!! and surprisingly malinda says "its amazing how you stay that skinny!!!" WOOOOW.. thats the first time ive heard that,most especially for a girl who's around just 100lbs!!! but yea, im fat fat fat!!! i still work out constantly and im starting to believe im becoming a weightlifter (yea a 5lb weightlifter!!!) anyway,the gym has become my place of peace, relaxation, and escape from the world. it actually feels good. i have that time to focus on myself ( and that includes an hour and a half of staring at myself in the mirror) but anyway, kaity and kelsey invited me to go camping with them and their buddies during spring break! can't wait for that! justin and i plan to go to santa cruz too and i plan to see tanyatot and lisa!!! i cant wait for that!!! har har...anyway,i finally finally heard this from my dad, for the very first time "wow, amanda, youre losing weight!your face is not chubby any more" harhar.. what an accomplisment and jess says "you lost half of yourself!!!" cool cool... anyway, on a more serious note, the only thing keeping lola alive is her pacemaker. she has two deep holes in her body (in her back and in her foot).. they actually have accepted her dead now... i just dont want her to suffer.. im going to miss her and all our memories in greenhills together... i hate myself for not visiting her last summer.. or last christmas break... anyway, gotta go poo-poo!!! *mwah*