its 1:30am Jan. 24th!!
♥ ♥ ♥ HAPPY 15th YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO DANNY & I !!! ♥ ♥ ♥
I know most of you dont know the whole Danny story but he is 1 of the most special people in my life. he was, always has been and still till this day, 15yrs later, HE is my only TRUE love. we have been through HELL together, (things you could never imagine), but something has always kept us together in one way or another.
when we met he was a drugged out punk. the gang-banging, "i can get all the hoes" type. stubborn, didnt go to school, a very "BAD BOY".
he was 13 and i just turned 14.
ME, being new to this town, new to EVERYTHING basically, i was concidered a "GOOD GIRL". i was shy and more into playing dolls than chasing boys.
Then I met Danny. My life and I were changed forever.
...trying to make a long story short-
-soon after meeting him he started working for my mom, so i got to see him ALOT. i guess being around him and his friends so much got me interested in guys... and REALLY interested in him.
-I chased him for years!! he became my obsession. I was so in love, (even though the world told me it was "wrong").
-Danny was way too good for me of course. never gave me attention around people and purposely treated me like shit, (worse than i can explain).
-when we were alone, no eyes or ears around,... we got to know each other and began a AWESOME friendship.
-after a few years of normal teenage heartache, loving him, hating him.....and vise versa-
I FELL SO IN LOVE!!! and i fell HARD!!! and so did he.
-more heartache and teenage boyfriend/girlfriend games throughout the years...
and then things got tougher.
-Danny went to juvenile hall for years.
-he became a ward of the state till he turned 18.
I stayed by his side the whole time, through letters, phone calls, visits etc.
-soon after Danny got out of jail and back on his feet, AND back to his bad boy ways....
He kept getting sick. no one took it seriously except him and I.
-Danny was diagnosed with Hodgkins Lymhoma. Cancer.
I was there at the hospital the min he found out and there by his side every min i could be through it all.
IT WAS HELL SEEING HIM GO THROUGH THAT. I honestly think it made our relationship stronger.
-after what seemed like 50yrs and alot of ups and downs, even ending our relationship a few times, (and of course "making up")...
-Danny's cancer went into remission after so long and THANK GOD he remains in remission today.
-he moved away and got married after so many years. his marriage didnt last long cuz he ended up going back to his bad ways and in and out of prison.
we lost touch off and on, i still loved him but learned to move on.
when i met Josh i thought i was over Danny, then......
Danny came back.
UPDATE= ENDING......
Danny and i are close again but he got into alot of trouble out here and is now facing life in prison.
Does my life end now? Or just begin?? Will my heart go on? HOW???????
I Love You.