its 8 days into '05......
and it hasnt been great yet. i need much more patience.
right now i am not a happy camper at all. after michael (davids brother), telling me that i wasnt invited to his wedding and being upset over that, then getting over it and just being happy for him...... he invited me!! well.... their wedding is today and..... I CANT GO!!!!!! theres no money, no car and i am just too sick. theres no way i could make it through the 5hr drive, (each way), plus the wedding and reception. knowing my luck i'd probably crook as the bride walks down the aisle! how embarrassing would that be? but wait... then the last person i saw before i died could be david and that would be so perfect! lol sorry, i had to say that.
i'm sorry but no matter how you look at it, THIS FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats my boy, he's helped me through so much, him and david both have. i feel so bad but what can i do??? grrrrrr. *cries*
so big shot out.....
CONGRATULATIONS MR. & MRS. MICHAEL BURROUGHS!!!
I LOVE YOU
GOD BLESS!
check your email when you get back from lovers lane :).
uhg!!!! uhg!!!!!! uhg!!!!!!!!! i wanna be happy again.
i miss my boo :(
its like almost 4am. wtf?!
night.
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P.S. my moms wonderfull boyfriend is back. he got out of jail last night. let the fighting begin!!
ROUND #735 GO!!!!!!!
right now i am not a happy camper at all. after michael (davids brother), telling me that i wasnt invited to his wedding and being upset over that, then getting over it and just being happy for him...... he invited me!! well.... their wedding is today and..... I CANT GO!!!!!! theres no money, no car and i am just too sick. theres no way i could make it through the 5hr drive, (each way), plus the wedding and reception. knowing my luck i'd probably crook as the bride walks down the aisle! how embarrassing would that be? but wait... then the last person i saw before i died could be david and that would be so perfect! lol sorry, i had to say that.
i'm sorry but no matter how you look at it, THIS FUCKING SUCKS!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats my boy, he's helped me through so much, him and david both have. i feel so bad but what can i do??? grrrrrr. *cries*
so big shot out.....
CONGRATULATIONS MR. & MRS. MICHAEL BURROUGHS!!!
I LOVE YOU
GOD BLESS!
check your email when you get back from lovers lane :).
uhg!!!! uhg!!!!!! uhg!!!!!!!!! i wanna be happy again.
i miss my boo :(
its like almost 4am. wtf?!
night.
0...
P.S. my moms wonderfull boyfriend is back. he got out of jail last night. let the fighting begin!!
ROUND #735 GO!!!!!!!