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Alright... weekend's been weird.
Friday night me and Terry broke up. He said we'd be friends but I reaaaaaaaaally don't know if he meant that one. I was thinking I'd call him tonight just to see what's going on, if we're ok, all that shit.
I went to the mall with John, Kev, and Jeff yesterday and, of course, guess who showed up. So yeah Terry was there and just so happened to be in every FUCKING place I went. It was awkward. And no, I was NOT scared/ashamed/whatever you wanna say for him to see me with John, I just didn't really wanna talk to Terry at that moment.
This whole transition thing is weird, like I need to get out of habits and whatnot. A whole lot of shit needs to change now and it's gonna fuck with me, I know it. But people keep saying it's for the best and I hope they're right.
Friday night me and Terry broke up. He said we'd be friends but I reaaaaaaaaally don't know if he meant that one. I was thinking I'd call him tonight just to see what's going on, if we're ok, all that shit.
I went to the mall with John, Kev, and Jeff yesterday and, of course, guess who showed up. So yeah Terry was there and just so happened to be in every FUCKING place I went. It was awkward. And no, I was NOT scared/ashamed/whatever you wanna say for him to see me with John, I just didn't really wanna talk to Terry at that moment.
This whole transition thing is weird, like I need to get out of habits and whatnot. A whole lot of shit needs to change now and it's gonna fuck with me, I know it. But people keep saying it's for the best and I hope they're right.