May 18, 2003 22:17
alright. so i rarely do this, but i am going to post song lyrics to a song that... *dramatic swoon* speaks to me. No, seriously, its just, I need to share.
I'm afraid of the dark,
'specially when I'm in a park
And there's no-one else around,
Ooh, i get the shivers
I don't want to see a ghost,
it's a sight that I fear most
I'd rather have a piece of toast and
watch the evening news
Life, oh life, oh life, oh life, doo,
doot doot dooo. Life, oh life, oh life,
oh life, doo, doot dooo
I'm a superstitious girl,
I'm the worst in the world
Never walk under ladders,
I keep a rabbit's tail
I'll take you up on a dare, anytime, anywhere
Name the place, I'll be there, bungee jumping,
I don't care!
Life, oh life, oh life, oh life, doo,
doot doot dooo. Life, oh life, oh life,
oh life, doo, doot dooo
So after all is said and done
I know I'm not the only one
Life indeed can be fun, if you really want to
Sometimes living out your dreams,
Ain't as easy as it seems
You wanna fly around the world,
In a beautiful balloon
Life, oh life, oh life, oh life, doo,
doot doot dooo. Life, oh life, oh life,
oh life, doo, doot dooo
des'ree
yea. so i had una fiesta pequena last night. Lee, Lyssa, Patch, Brian and I all hung out and just chilled. Joey showed up later and things were great. Today, I chatted with Justin, Dizzie, Dale and of course, my chick-hoe.
Things are going really great with me now. I'm done with my first year of college, I have the whole summer to spend with my mom when she visits, helping my brother Brian transition from high school to college and chillin with my little brother and my pop. Living alone is definately liberating, and fun... but totally alone, blows. I miss watching JAG with my dad and making dinner for my brothers. I miss being an active part of a family.
I am definately looking forward to my mom coming out to visit. Happy, excited, nervous-- I am feeling so many different emotions concerning it.. that I dont know exactly how to say it but I am trying to stick to the positive. I really do want my mom out here. I havent seen her in almost 3 years... I need to have a mom around. Even if it is only for a small amount of time.
My dad and his job is going great. Its really nice to see my dad so happy. The last year and a half has definately been challenging for my dad. My dad's the man. He stuck by his family and still is. My dad, also, is like one of my best friends ever. He's always been there for me regardless. My dad tells me that he reads my livejournal from time to time.. so... dad... I LOVE YOU.
i had plans for getting into more of my thoughts... but as for now i have to assist my chick-hoe in pulling an all nighter. i shall pick this up tomorrow.