Apr 20, 2005 10:04
morning eveyone.
it pains me so much to say this...but yesterday haley and i broke up.
yesterday she cheated on me.
i dont know what im going to do mow that i dont have her
i honestly love her still, and i always will, but i don't want her to hurt me like she did yesterday. it hurt so much to hear the news from people. i cried so much. she was my first true love. and now that i see that love is destructive....i dont know when ill be able to love again.
i thought this one would have lasted a lifetime. i even dedicated my favorite love song as, "Our song". and this morning i heard it on t.v. and i cried, i cried so much because that was supposed our song and now.....it a painful memory. there are many of those now.
bye my friends