Farwell to the old me

[imlostwithoutu]

I gave it alot of thought, and from now on, im gonna have a fresh start. I have no strings attached right now, no boyfriend, no real commitment in my life, i just got outta the hospital from trying to end my life, so it should tell me something isnt right. SOOOO Here's a Cheers to the New Carissa. (maybe its a symbolic thing, maybe no one will even beable to tell that i changed a little, but this is for me.)
Farwell to the old me, thats includeing this journal.

I have a new Livejournal, if you want it than just ask me on AIM
How can I ask love to hold the mystery
When just look at me
It's all push and pull collateral
I don't want to be the one who gets the next surprise
I'll plan it out this time
Though I used to think that things were meant to be

So farewell to the old me
Farewell to the old me
My life is working better now
It's always changing anyhow

I danced a lot of nights until the grass was wet
It wasn't over yet
'Round 'bout 3 a.m. you made a friend
And I followed a lot of vital crazy thoughts
Because it's where the meaning was
And I tried to find it every other way

So farewell to the old me
Farewell to the old me
My life is getting better now
But always changing anyhow

But I can turn on the charm
Show them nothing more
Than what I've done before
It's nothing much new
But it'll do
'Cause I don't wanna be the one who makes you laugh out loud
I wanna make you proud
And you always said you knew what I could be

So farewell to the old me
Farewell to the old me
Farewell to the old me
My life is working better now
But always changing anyhow
Time
And the old me
Farewell to the old me
Farewell...