Its not like it hurts much anyway
Last night i hung out with Jamie, and all i wanted to say was "I love
you" but i held myself back, cause i know its not gonna last, but i
dont know, i like him alot guys =) He makes me smile, and laugh, and
makes me happy
Today Ash n Jenny are coming to Youth club with me, Im ready for this, im ready to let people know whats going on, and i am ready to finally admit that i need prayers, and help, cause i cant do this alone. I feel good about this.
I love Alex, He called me yesterday, and he is gonna be there tonight, but i just love him, he is my best friend, and god damn, I MISS HIM!
Okay, something that really bugs me is when someone trys to get all up in your buisness through other people. If you honestly WANT to know, than come to me and ask me, and if i dont wanna tell you, than too bad, you wont know. but Dont go to others asking about shit, It doesnt concern you, so let it go. Im sick of people being retarded and wanting to know EVERYTHING about EVERYONE! Cause if you really cared, you wouldnt act like a fucking idiot about my problems. go the fuck away.
So anyways, Today has been a good day so far, Im nervous about tonight but im ready. I know having Ash Jen n Alex there for me will help a ton. Im scared to tell my parents tho, I know how my mom will take it, but I wonder how my dad will..
but, i dont wanna be one of those girls who i hear about that doesnt speak up, fuck that shit, ill be different and be one of the few to do something about it.. or at least others know.
Im also trying to prepare myself for "Your a liar" and "I dont believe you, why did you make that kinda shit up?" Ive already gotten it, but it hurts when someone doesnt believe you, especailly on something like this.
So im rambleing on and on about nothing, i think its funny
My frog is dieing.. I thought it was dead today, but i picked it up and it moved a little, I fed it and gave it alot of water.. I hope he will be alright, He is my world. You all should know how much i love my frog lol
I want a doggie!!!
I love Jenny. Shes halarious
I love Ashley, I hope your okay sweetheart
I MISS THE FUCKING TRIPOD! Sleepover this weekend.. mkay??!
Im doing really good in school =) YAY for me.
This Friday my parents are going out of town for a wedding! =P and Jamies parents are going out of town for the whole weekend.. hehehehhee
I love Jamie!!!!!!!!
Him: What you gonna do with all that junk?
Him: All that junk inside your trunk?
Me: Im gonna get get get you Drunk!
lol Its love.
Ive got 99 problems and a bitch aint 1!
Today Ash n Jenny are coming to Youth club with me, Im ready for this, im ready to let people know whats going on, and i am ready to finally admit that i need prayers, and help, cause i cant do this alone. I feel good about this.
I love Alex, He called me yesterday, and he is gonna be there tonight, but i just love him, he is my best friend, and god damn, I MISS HIM!
Okay, something that really bugs me is when someone trys to get all up in your buisness through other people. If you honestly WANT to know, than come to me and ask me, and if i dont wanna tell you, than too bad, you wont know. but Dont go to others asking about shit, It doesnt concern you, so let it go. Im sick of people being retarded and wanting to know EVERYTHING about EVERYONE! Cause if you really cared, you wouldnt act like a fucking idiot about my problems. go the fuck away.
So anyways, Today has been a good day so far, Im nervous about tonight but im ready. I know having Ash Jen n Alex there for me will help a ton. Im scared to tell my parents tho, I know how my mom will take it, but I wonder how my dad will..
but, i dont wanna be one of those girls who i hear about that doesnt speak up, fuck that shit, ill be different and be one of the few to do something about it.. or at least others know.
Im also trying to prepare myself for "Your a liar" and "I dont believe you, why did you make that kinda shit up?" Ive already gotten it, but it hurts when someone doesnt believe you, especailly on something like this.
So im rambleing on and on about nothing, i think its funny
My frog is dieing.. I thought it was dead today, but i picked it up and it moved a little, I fed it and gave it alot of water.. I hope he will be alright, He is my world. You all should know how much i love my frog lol
I want a doggie!!!
I love Jenny. Shes halarious
I love Ashley, I hope your okay sweetheart
I MISS THE FUCKING TRIPOD! Sleepover this weekend.. mkay??!
Im doing really good in school =) YAY for me.
This Friday my parents are going out of town for a wedding! =P and Jamies parents are going out of town for the whole weekend.. hehehehhee
I love Jamie!!!!!!!!
Him: What you gonna do with all that junk?
Him: All that junk inside your trunk?
Me: Im gonna get get get you Drunk!
lol Its love.
Ive got 99 problems and a bitch aint 1!