Oct 02, 2005 22:02
Yay! Livejournal is fixed!
Friday - Hung out with Alex!!!!!
Saturday - Saw Just like Heaven with Alex, Jenny,
Andrew and Ashley! It was so halarious.. "LOOSE WIEGHT!!!!!!" Hahaha! I
think i have the funniest boyfriend alive.
So than After we all came back to My house, and chilled.. than... I
asked my mom and dad if alex could sleep over, and they said Yes!!! =)
So, It was Me, Alex, Jen, and Ashley havin a sleepover, makin Mac n Cheese at like 2 am? Hahahahaha It was alotta fun <3
Sunday - Hung out with Alex again, hahahaha
Watched Cruel Intention ((UR OBSESSED ALEX)) haha and than Passed out
Flyers, Took a walk to the park with Jenny, than Came back here!
Nels imed me today.. How random? I guess the only reason was so things wouldnt be awkward at church. how nice
whatever. No one has a clue
Ive been thinking way to much, like always.. Gawd someone just take a gun and shoot me! Please?
Im getting my Homecoming dress Tomorrow?? =) and AW Alex is gonna look so good, i seriously cant wait!
20 more pounds
I love kissing you <3
God fucking Damnit #%#(@*)%&(#)@!! When am i going to get my cousins Gumby Costume??????
Speaking of Costumes, I cant wait to go Trick o Treating!!
and Also i got some dirty work to do that involves eggs and a house, lmao Chris
--
Sucker love is heaven sent.
You pucker up, our passion's spent.
My hearts a tart, your body's rent.
My body's broken, yours is bent.--
Have you ever just.. looked around in a crowd of familiar faces and
just realized that you are surrounded by liars? Than you go in your
room to go to bed, and look in the mirror.. and realize you are a liar
too.
Sometimes liars just lie to protect us if the truth hurts to bad..
Sometimes they mean well, Sometimes They have to do it, cause they dont
want you to know the truth about some matters, about what goes on,
about what happened/is happening. or Sometimes they are just afraid
that no one will believe them, so they lie. It even can be as simple as
a "How are you" "Oh.. im fine" even when your dead inside, even when
you have thoughts you shouldnt have. Even when you have been through
hell..
So really we are all liars, and even though you could be so close to
someone, trust them with your whole life, They could have a secret from
you, a secret that cant be told cause its that horrible, a secret that
no one should ever have to deal with in the first place. So before you
go Judging everyone, keep in mind, You honestly have no clue. We are all better Actors/Actresses than we thought... Arnt we?