relationships suck
Have you ever wanted to break up with some one? But your not sure how to go about it..or even if it is the right thing to do...Because you love them more than anyhting , but your don't feel that they care about you...Although everyone around you tells you that your a good couple and that he really does like you...If someone loves you are you suposed to feel it...Am I just protecting myself or am I being to clingy...Am I comparing him to others way to much...Or am I really seeing the truth...Is he only keeping me around until the holidays are over because if so I would like it to be over now...I can not bare to have my heart broke anymore...Is it really that hard for him to open up to me...Should I be patiant with him and give him more of a chance...But then again it has all ready been 3 months...I know I am not doing anything wrong at all...I know it is all him...He wants to much space I am too much of a comodity...He really treats me like I am more of a convinience like if there is nothing better to do then he will call me...But then when we do hang out he does not let himself have fun...Another question is he cheating on me...Cause there are various signs that could point to yes...Like the fact that he always wants to go out and never take me and when we do go out together he doesnt act like I exist he acts like he doesnt even know me or like I am just a friend because he stands 20 feet away from me...I am just getting really sick of waiting for him to snap into reality and figure it out...Because I Love him to death and I see this ending before it really had a chance to blossom....