its been long...
well its been a long time that i have updated this journal...nothing much really has been going on lately except for school...just came back from spring break which went by really fast...almost missed my flight by the way too...that would have been horrible because i would have to wait another two hours to get on the next flight...but luckily i made it...there were just soooo many people at the airport yesterday which i didn't expect especially i forgot that i had to check in my bag which i dont usually do...so it took forever and the guy was like your a late check in so you have to get your boarding pass at the gate or you might have to take the next flight...so when i heard next flight...i ran my butt to the security check point and that took a while too beecause there were only two lines and sooo many people so after i got all my things together i ran...but my legs were getting weak and i felt like i was going to fall but i said no i dont want to take the next flight so run janet run damnit...so i did and i got to the gate and luckily i got there when i did because i think only two people after me got on the flight and the rest had to go on the next flight...but what a relief...i didnt have to wait for the next flight...but yea that was basically it and came back here and had a little fight with my computer but things worked oout...going back to spring break didn't really do much most ran errands for myself or my mom and thats about it...got to watch taking lives...and yea that was it...but during the break i got to talking to one of my mom's friends daughter and she got me worrying again about this whole major ordeal that i have been having problems with...she's telling me do this do that because you'll make more money and don't do this you can't find a job with this and its got me thinking lots and lots and she's like yea when i was in college i took like twenty units and worked so i basically had no time for myself...it just makes me think...do i really want that...i mean everyone says its worth it but i dont kno it just doesn't seem worth it...maybe its because i don't really know what i want to do with my life yet...and i haven't really found that something that is waiting for me to find it...man i hope i find it soon...i totally feel lost out here not knowing what to do...i just want it to hit me soon so that i can go on my way...i just found out today that telebears will be opening for fall already...man im still worrying about my midterms...now i have to worry about my schedule for fall already...man this is just too much...i kinda thought about it but i didn't know that i had to make a decision already...man this sucks...i was thinking about taking econ and see where it takes me and if i like i just might as well major in it...oh well we'll see...well its good to know that half the semester has gone by and i just got a bit more before its all over and done and i actually get to become a sophmore...hopefully =/...and arg...i have to find a summer job...hmmm don't kno where to work...but just know that i have to work!...damnit...growing up...all the responsibilities that you have...oh well