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well im back from the five day vacation...everything from today till december 12th is just stress...going home just makes me want to stay there even though i didnt get to do much when i was there and wishing that i did more...but its okei i have five weeks when i go back for christmas...but ahhh i feel so stressed here and i havent been here for more than a day...theres just soo much to think about...im worried about my portfolio that is due on friday...my reading that im supposed to do...and math...and my schedule for next semester...and my grades...ahh i dont know what to do anymore...i try not to think about it but i just cant help myself...it sucks...when i start doing my homework i cant do it because im thinking about everything else...it wont stop...why do they do this to us?...let us go for a break and then just throw finals at us...it sucks...i just want to be home...i hope everything works out...i dont want to let anyone down...