It has been tooo long...

Sep 10, 2004 19:57

Well,

Hey everyone, u should all post this and let me know how things have been going, and if u do thank you *smile* but yeah...umm everything been goin ok...i went camping for Labor Day and i met this girl who really likes me alot, but theres one problem.....well 2. First off im like still in love with Missy and always will be and the 2nd problem is that shes 31 years old. And she likes me way to much and was talking about maybe if we ever got together about getting married or something, and i was like, noo i dunno, im 19 and shes 31.....i mean i dont mind like hanging out with her, cuz then i dont really have to worry about anything...but as far as anything else, i just dont know. Also, i umm have been doing lots of spot jobs lately like for $35/hr just moving shit, so thats cool. This weekend i have to deliver like umm 9,000 phone books, but its all cool....theres alot of people doing it so it shouldnt be bad, and each route is like $150 or more, so thats some extra money for me. I might be working at Albertsons....which is good cuz i get lots of benefits that way except i will work from 11 pm till 7 am so that might kinda suck being a nighttime stocker, haha. Well i wanna move into town and get my own place, and of course the 31 year old Leslie wants to be my roommate, which wouldnt be that bad seeings noone else will be my roommate then i dont have to pay alot of money, but im just afraid of being her roommate and her falling for me that could be a problem cuz of Missy....now Missy (Melissa) i love this girl to death like nothing will ever come between us....i have never really cared so much about someone, but the only problem.....is she dont want a relationship right now, so were both single, but committed, i mean its kinda confusing if u know what i mean...hmm, i dont know what to do...im just kinda waiting things out, i mean i have had about 20 different girls ask me out in the last 3 weeks and i still turn them all down cuz of how i feel about Missy......cuz is what im looking for is a girl i can spend the rest of my life with and not really have to worry about, and its hard to find that when i cant even get a girlfriend in the first place, well atleast not one that i can trust, haha. Well neways, im gonnna go for now, so whoevers reading this, ur probably on my friends list, and u BETTER post and let me know what u think and HOW THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING...cuz i wanna know ;).....well talk to everyone later....-k- thanks....heres some updated pics for you everyone!!

MY Missy....


Missy and Alex


Me flexing my stomach...


Me on the phone


Just me again, haha

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