Screwing up things with Megan....

[imlost4u]

Ok, i feel as if i have screwed up things with Megan....i mean this girl would do anything for me, and it seems as if i would never ever get her or deserve her. And well i just didnt wanna get to attatched to her and not be able to actually have her..and well she said that wont happen, she promised she will come here. I mean were not dating, but we both have alot in common and we both have been to where im at now, we both really care for eachother. I just feel as if i have lost her, and i cant lose her. I mean if u look at these pics i have of her, u will understand why. I mean this girls like the girl of my dreams literally. Shes 20 years old, shes gonna be an elementary teacher in a couple more years and then shes going back for a degree in Journalism. Shes doing whatever she can to help me outta debt right now, and even said if it end up being long-distant relationship for awhile that she will fly me down there to see her every once in awhile. I mean i dont think i should lose this one, what does everyone else think??

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