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IM GOING TO THE SNOW hehehehe YAY!!! ok if you havent guessed i have never been to the snow b4 so i am a bit excited. i wish that it was August now, coz that is when i am going. see mum and carmen are going to the snow along with carmens bf. mum was a bitch and didnt ask me if i wanted to go where as i had said to her last time she went to the snow "i want to go to the snow next time you go" she was all like yeah yeah yeah thats fine ill tell you when we are going next, im like sweet! so a few weeks ago mum said to carmen i have booked your flight and the accomodation, i was like where are you going. Carmen said Mum me and Karl and going to the snow, i was like what the fuck, i had a huge go at mum about not asking me if i wanted to go, her excuse was i didnt think that you would want to go ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME HOW FUCKING STUPID. so the other day i had a full blown argument with her and basically said that she would rather take carmens bf then me, she was all like no thats not how it is at all, i said well look at it from my point of veiw i cant help but feel a but rejected when i had been asking you for the last few months when are we going to the snow, then you dont book a spot for me. (i have a right to be pissed off yeah?). i had said to her a few weeks back that i was thinking about going to the snow with Mandah and McMahon, but nothing was confirmed she was like yeah whatever. so then i was having this argument with her and she was all like but why do you care you are going to the snow with your friends. again yeah i might be going to the snow with them but i still feel like shit coz you didnt invite me on your skiing trip. *NEGLECTED DAUGHTER RIGHT HERE!!!*. i said to her that i probably wont be going coz i cant afford it anymore. so then i got an email from her saying that she would look into if there was still a place available for me to come with them. then she sent me another one sayin would you rather go on ours or with your friends. i mean i would love to go with mum but carmen will be all uppety and crack the shits coz i will be spending all that time with mum, but ofcoarse i would be spending most of my time with mum. its not like paulie is comming with is it!!! i mean her bf is coming and she wont leave his side all week so she has no right to get pissed at me!!! but in the end i decided that i would still rather go to the snow with Mandah and Dave, be so much more fun i think!!! so i have decieded that we are going in August!!! lol. and mum felt bad that she didnt include me in her ski trip that she would pay for me to go to Canberra with Dave and Mandah and for my lift pass etc. so yeah thats about it from me at the moment. i needed to vent!!!11