Silly internet...
Well the internet was out all last night so I could not post. =[ But fear not, I'm still here >.<
haha, anyways..
I posted this to my other website yesterday (before the internet went out lol),
"Today I was just sitting at my desk and thinking about things, about how I've let myself gain back so much weight. About how obsessed I am and how long I've been this way. About how I weigh myself every single day at least once or twice. About the past, when I was so underweight and the doctor said I needed to start gaining or they'd keep me hospitalized. I was so young then. And then I over-corrected myself it seems. Now I'm nearly at the high end of the 'healthy' range. It's disgusting, it's disgusting how I've let myself go like this. Today I realized that it's time to change and attempt to put an end to this altogether. Today I realized that to get where I've never been, I have to do things I've never dreamt I'd be able to do. Today I realized I've got to change."
hw=160+
cw=135.6
gw=115
haha, anyways..
I posted this to my other website yesterday (before the internet went out lol),
"Today I was just sitting at my desk and thinking about things, about how I've let myself gain back so much weight. About how obsessed I am and how long I've been this way. About how I weigh myself every single day at least once or twice. About the past, when I was so underweight and the doctor said I needed to start gaining or they'd keep me hospitalized. I was so young then. And then I over-corrected myself it seems. Now I'm nearly at the high end of the 'healthy' range. It's disgusting, it's disgusting how I've let myself go like this. Today I realized that it's time to change and attempt to put an end to this altogether. Today I realized that to get where I've never been, I have to do things I've never dreamt I'd be able to do. Today I realized I've got to change."
hw=160+
cw=135.6
gw=115