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caitlin, sandra, joey, ryan, danny and loop were some of the greatest friends i ever had. and i left them for seattle.
then in seattle, stevan and olimpija became less of friends and more of siblings to me. but we parted ways after about 7 months of living in the same room.
then summer came and i grew even closer with sandra and caitlin. steven and lauren. chris and kees. and i left them all over again.
in mexico i had a wonderful family that really was...a family. i had a sister and 2 brothers and a great mama y papa. i had wonderful friends that i saw everyday for 3 months and went through really difficult times with....and of course, after 3 months i knew i would never see most of them again, or at least not for a while.
and then i came back! i became so so sooooo close with sandra and caitlin, once again. i got a dog, who is one of the best pets ever. and i got along with the parentals so well, only to leave again.
and now i'm off to ecuador. i know i should be excited but this is getting to be too hard. all these goodbyes are too hard in my life. these people are too special to keep coming and leaving in my life. i'm not saying i want to settle but i just want stability in my life.
i shouldn't have come home this vacation. i should have gone straight from mexico to ecuador. i wasn't ready for riverside. lesson learned. but here i am, off again.
then in seattle, stevan and olimpija became less of friends and more of siblings to me. but we parted ways after about 7 months of living in the same room.
then summer came and i grew even closer with sandra and caitlin. steven and lauren. chris and kees. and i left them all over again.
in mexico i had a wonderful family that really was...a family. i had a sister and 2 brothers and a great mama y papa. i had wonderful friends that i saw everyday for 3 months and went through really difficult times with....and of course, after 3 months i knew i would never see most of them again, or at least not for a while.
and then i came back! i became so so sooooo close with sandra and caitlin, once again. i got a dog, who is one of the best pets ever. and i got along with the parentals so well, only to leave again.
and now i'm off to ecuador. i know i should be excited but this is getting to be too hard. all these goodbyes are too hard in my life. these people are too special to keep coming and leaving in my life. i'm not saying i want to settle but i just want stability in my life.
i shouldn't have come home this vacation. i should have gone straight from mexico to ecuador. i wasn't ready for riverside. lesson learned. but here i am, off again.