happd VD
well here i am in the hotel again, i update as much as possible because i dont know when my last chance will be but its the same old stuff. im nervous as hell i gotta go thrugh all my qualifing tests again then i get on a plane and fly to texas. i am sao ready to be done with this. but i figure there have been women make it thrugh and millions of mem so why shouldent i be able to finish, i just hope i dont crack. auctually i hope i can do my job to stndard. god i cant wait.