Feb 24, 2005 23:47
It's been a week since I've really updated. It's snowing like whoa outside which will hopefully cancel classes, but probably won't.
I'm in a really blah mood...a very listless mood. Ya know, I've forgotten what the word FUN means. I have no fun. It's the same routine day in and day out. Don't goto the movies, don't go bowling, don't go to any parties cause no ones had any,...I don't do ANYTHING fun. Omg, what made me so incredibly upset this week was that after I worked so hard for about a week, I lost FRONT ROW SEATS for the Steven Curtis Chapman and Casting Crowns concert. I'm still feeling the after affects from that. Crap...I shouldn't have just brought it back up and reminded myself of it. ARGH!!! :::twitching:::
You know what? Screw this. I can't wait for Spring Break to have fun. I'm going to do SOMETHING NOW (or a...in the next few days)...even if that means sacrificing something else. I hear about voice teachers telling their students they've gotta make sure they're having fun at least one in a while. Why they say that, I'm not sure...BUT WHO CARES!!! There must be a good reason.
Doing the same damn things...the same routine...day after day after day has got to end. It will end.