Haven't had one of these in a long time...
It's been a while since I've had one of these late night reflective livejournal entries. I really only have them when I've got a lot on my mind. And for some reason, late night livejournal entries help somehow. First problem, how to get started.
Well I guess I'll start by saying "thank God I'm in Florida." The weather has been perfect which is a big change from the freezing cold wet snowy north. Charles came with me so we've been at church a lot of the time so he could see the organ. We went out to eat with the Wilsons today so that was fun. And well this trip...it's almost over. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing.
Well screw this. It's not helping like it usually does. I'm so drained of emotions that I can't feel anything. Why am I drained? I'm fighting with myself. I can't figure out how I'm feeling...what I'm feeling. I'm usually quite good at identifying my emotions but that's not happening right now. What the hell is going on?
Well I guess I'll start by saying "thank God I'm in Florida." The weather has been perfect which is a big change from the freezing cold wet snowy north. Charles came with me so we've been at church a lot of the time so he could see the organ. We went out to eat with the Wilsons today so that was fun. And well this trip...it's almost over. I don't know if that's a good or bad thing.
Well screw this. It's not helping like it usually does. I'm so drained of emotions that I can't feel anything. Why am I drained? I'm fighting with myself. I can't figure out how I'm feeling...what I'm feeling. I'm usually quite good at identifying my emotions but that's not happening right now. What the hell is going on?