Let's go home......
I need to get away from New Jersey. The life here is so stressful, even when you have nothing to do. As this semester was coming to an end, I was looking forward to the break I'd finally get and the ability to then relax. The semester ended, but the break and the relaxing part didn't come. I still had a ton of stressing left to do about the Christmas Eve service at my church. Surely after that and I'd truely have nothing left to do, I'd feel a load was taken off my back and then I'd be able to just stop and rest. Nope. Christmas Day came, I slept in till real late and when I woke up, all through the day I had no desire to open any of my presents. Weird??? It seemed like a chore to open presents. I'm not trying to be ungrateful that I even HAD presents...but it was just weird. I did eventually open them to get it "done and over with". I really hate to sound not thankful or anything but I feel like I'm in a huge LUL. The fast paced and busy life I've had to endure for the past month or so I feel has gotten me to a where if I'm not doing something, I'M STRESSING OUT! I just gotta get away from New Jersey.
We're supposed to leave today to go home, but someone didn't return the rental mini-van that we're supposed to have today back to the place so now we're stuck here....for now.
I miss my little bell. I want to go home.